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LONELINESS AND ITS CONSEQUENCES

Why we love watching people destroy their lives? Is it because of a sadistic primal instinct makes it irrationally addicting? Why we all love watching a gambling addict betting and losing all their money and tearing down their entire houses as a consequence? Why we all love to turn miserable nutjobs into lolcows? Why we love trolling, stalking, mobbing people to the edge of suicide? What makes it so addicting to watch people like Chris Chan, Niko Avocado, that fatass youtuber who is addicted to hookers humiliate themselves in front of millions? Why we love that kind of shit?

Not all of us enjoy that, sure but maybe you did at some point in your life. Maybe you were that pathetic internet troll unleashing all your hatred onto unsuspecting people. Yes you were. As I was. We love seeing people suffer on the internet, we love seeing a low life loser doing a lot worse than us. Because we are miserable, we are lonely, we are insecure. We need to pull people down to feel better about ourselves. If you are not happy with your life, nobody else should feel happy about their lives either. We need do see somebody else who is more pathetic than us just to feel a little less miserable. We need to hold onto whatever delusional ideas we possess to feel special.

No dumbass! Nobody gives a crap about your radical bullshit. Or your obscure sense of humor you try to make people believe it is just harmless dark humor. Or your edgy red,black,blue,purple,orange-pilled ultra-based ideology. Or your cringy edgelord tier shitposting. You are just a miserable NEET cunt who has no friends. You need to hide behind all this crap just to make yourself believe you are not one of those normies. Those normies, they can have all the fun, all the joy, all the pussy, all the money. You have wisdom. Wisdom that comes in the form of brainrot. Being terminally online is not a coping mechanism, not an addiction, it is a personality trait. It is what makes you unique. That's your whole persona. You might be a useless basement dweller who failed at everything, but you can at least flex on those stupid normies because they don't have IQ of 130. You must keep distracting yourself with thoughts like this. Just to veil the truth that you are a total failure. And if you pull yourself out of this situation, you will realize how stupid you were.

DAILY UPDATE - 12 DECEMBER 2024

Hello everyone, it is me again. For the last few weeks I was travelling a lot. I should really stop ignoring this blog. This is the only place where I can truly be myself. I pour all my personality, all my soul into this. This is the beauty of having a personal blog. There aren't many communities left online where you can share all your thoughts without the fear of getting cancelled. I said so many terrible things here, regretfully. But everyone needs to decharge in a way. This blog is my escape. I also shared my deepest, darkest secrets.

In real life I am very reclusive. I am very reluctant to share things about myself. But here I am sharing every thought, stupid or not, with possibly hundreds of people. I love this platform.

For the last 1.5 months I was having some problems with weed. I never smoked weed before I moved here. I am very instinctive by nature. When my brain tells me to do something, my body obeys the command. And just like that I got hooked into devil's lettuce. At first it was exciting. Every food tasted better, every color seemed different, music sounded orgasmic. And it gave me loads of creativity. I could draw everything in my head with perfect precision. But after wasting several weeks getting high as fuck, having several bad trips and risking my mental health, it is time to stop.

I also got into meditation. I always believed it is just a stupid semi-sipiritualistic white collar hobby. You cannot find a single silicon valley billionare who doesn't start his day maditating for 30 minutes it seems. But after a quick research I learned that meditation comes in a million different forms and mindfullness exercises can actually help with my mental condition. I will try to make it a day to day habit. I believe 2025 will be my year, finally.